Mon, 28 September 2015
Parents of young children have an especially fraught relationship with their smartphones. On the one hand, these devices are indispensable tools for getting things done and staying connected to the adult world while in the midst of childcare. On the other hand, the culture is constantly telling parents, and particularly mothers, that they’re too distracted by these devices, that smartphones are stealing precious attention away from our kids. But the idea that parents should be focusing so much attention on their kids is itself a modern invention. In fact, our current understanding of parenthood and childhood is, in a very real way, the product of technology. Support Anxious Machine on Patreon Subscribe (or write a review) in iTunes Links:Moms, Let Go of Your Smartphone Guilt Music:Opening Credits by johnny_ripper Spring Solstice by Podington Bear Cylinder Three by Chris Zabriskie The Dark Glow of the Mountain by Chris Zabriskie Walkin Flags by Sealadder Button Mushrooms by Podington Bear Stuck Dream by Podington Bear 88 by Podington Bear What True Self? Feels Bogus, Lets Watch Jason X by Chris Zabriskie |
Mon, 14 September 2015
This past week, my kids went back to school. Summer vacation has come and gone. And that’s gotten me thinking about the very idea of summer vacation because every summer, for the past several years, my wife, her sisters and our families have had this tradition of going to a cabin for a few days to get out of the city. We don’t own a cabin. We have to rent one. And this year, the process of finding it, looking at pictures of all the possible cabins on all the possible lakes, made me wonder about this particular, middle-class American ritual of going into the wilderness for vacation, where that ritual came from, and what it says about our relationship to modern life. Support Anxious Machine on Patreon Subscribe (or write a review) in iTunes Patrons:Special thanks this week to new Patreon supporter Matt Holliday. Links:Where Was the Birthplace of the American Vacation? Working At Play: A History of Vacations in the United States Music:Gentle Chase by Podington Bear Arrival by North Hive Tam by LJ Kruzer Electron by Podington Bear Halflight by Podington Bear Tamz by LJ Kruzer 88 by Podington Bear |
Mon, 31 August 2015
Since the wide-spread adoption of embalming in the United States, most Americans have turned the process of handling the deceased over to experts in the undertaking business. On this episode, the story of one family who decided that they wanted to be the ones to wash and prepare the body of the son and brother they’d lost. This episode was previously aired on the podcast Neighbors, one of the podcasts in The Heard. Support Anxious Machine on Patreon Subscribe (or write a review) in iTunes
Music:Cylinder Five by Chris Zabrinskie 88 by Podington Bear |
Mon, 17 August 2015
My older brother Scott lives almost completely outside the network of modern life: he has no internet, no email address, no cable TV or satellite, not even an antenna for his television. Until recently, he didn’t even have a bank account or a telephone. In this episode, I try to get to the bottom of why he hates computers, and especially the internet, even though the internet helped him solve a question he’s had since the day he was born. Support Anxious Machine on Patreon Subscribe (or write a review) in iTunes Music:Heavy Flutter by Podington Bear I Am Running with Temporary Success from a Monstrous Vacuum in Pursuit by Chris Zabriskie The Sun Is Scheduled to Come Out Tomorrow by Chris Zabriskie The House Glows with Almost No Help by Chris Zabriskie The Theatrical Poster for Potergeist III by Podington Bear The Dark Glow of the Mountains by Podington Bear 88 by Podington Bear Patrons:Special thanks to Eric Keys, Cam Hudson, Bradley Dunham, and Gordon Delp for their support of this podcast. |
Mon, 3 August 2015
Humans have been reading for thousands of years, but ever since the invention of television, people have been worried that reading is in decline. The latest worry is that, even if the Internet has caused an uptick in the quantity of our reading, we're reading on screens instead of paper, and this seems to degrade the quality of our reading. On this episode, technology writer Clive Thompson talks about the history of reading as a technology, why we’re worried about its future, and what happened when he tried to read War and Peace on his iPhone. Support Anxious Machine on Patreon Subscribe (or write a review) in iTunes Links:Clive Thompson’s essay about reading War and Peace on his iPhone Clive Thompson’s essay about the novelty effect Clive Thompson’s book Smarter than You Think Hanna Rosin’s article for The Atlantic about children and screens Amaranth Borsuk & Brad Bouse: Between Page and Screen Music:Curious Process by Podington Bear Oxygen Garden by Chris Zabriskie Deeper by Phlox.s Rythn by Podington Bear Mensa by Podington Bear Steppin Intro by Podington Bear Program Reverie by Podington Bear Euphoric by Podington Bear Respiration by Podington Bear 88 by Podington Bear |
Sun, 19 July 2015
When she was growing up, Adrienne didn’t want to believe she was losing her hearing, and she didn’t want to wear hearing aids. This is the story of how she decided to embrace the technology that restored her hearing, and what happened when she did. Support Anxious Machine on Patreon Subscribe (or write a review) in iTunes Patrons:Music:Cylinder Five by Chris Zabriskie There Are Many Different Kinds of Love by Chris Zabriskie Cylinder Six by Chris Zabriskie The Sun Is Scheduled to Come out Tomorrow by Chris Zabriskie I Am running with Temporary Success from a Monstrous Vacuum in Pursuit by Chris Zabriskie Heavy Flutter by Podington Bear Brethren Arise by Chris Zabriskie I Need to Start Writing Things Down by Chris Zabriskie Androids Always Escape by Chris Zabriskie 88 by Podington Bear What True Self? Feels Bogus, Let’s Watch Jason X by Chris Zabriskie |
Mon, 6 July 2015
When I heard the news of the recent Supreme Court ruling on marriage between same sex couples, I wanted to go back to an interview I did in 2009 with two women who decided to get married before it was legal in their state. It’s easy to forget what couples like them had to go through back then — traveling outside of their state to get a document that would have no legal standing at all where they lived. I wanted to know why that piece of paper mattered to them. This is their story. Support Anxious Machine on Patreon Subscribe (or write a review) in iTunes Patrons:This episode was supported in part by Mark Bramhill, through Patreon. Links:Supreme Court ruling on marriage Clip of All Things Considered on the ruling Clip of Proposition 8 passing on KRON TV newscast Music:CGI Snake by Chris Zabriskie Cylinder Four by Chris Zabriskie Filaments by Podington Bear Happy Ending by Podington Bear The Sun Is Scheduled to Come Out Tomorrow by Chris Zabriskie Corridor by Podington Bear 88 by Podington Bear What True Self? Feels Bogus, Let’s Watch Jason X by Chris Zabriskie |
Mon, 29 June 2015
Amelia’s childhood was largely devoid of technology. But when she got a computer and the internet in her own bedroom, she found the new mode of communication through chatrooms and email utterly addictive. She’s struggled ever since with how much technology she wants in her life, especially now that she’s a mother. Support Anxious Machine on Patreon Subscribe (or write a review) in iTunes Sponsor: DueLinks:The Knowledge, London’s Legendary Taxi-Driver Test, Puts Up a Fight in the Age of GPS Music:Respiration by Podington Bear Heavy Flutter by Podington Bear Data by Podington Bear Epiphany by Podington Bear Electron by Podington Bear Jack by Podington Bear Bugs Don’t Buzz by johnny_ripper Vector Melody by Podington Bear 88 by Podington Bear What True Self? Feels Bogus, Lets Watch Jaxon X by Chris Zabriskie |
Mon, 15 June 2015
Bernard did not get along with his father, who expected him to work like a full-time employee in the family gas station starting when Bernard was just eight years old. But then Bernard went off to the army, and when he came home, an incident with a gun changed his relationship to his father, to society, and to himself. Subscribe (or write a review) in iTunes Links:Music:LAX from American Residue Records Presents - Last Foxtrot in Burbank: The Mixtape Mario Bava Sleeps In a Little Later Than He Expected To by Chris Zabriskie Take off and Shoot a Zero by Chris Zabriskie I Am a Man Who Will Fight for Your Honor by Chris Zabriskie Dead Inside by dustmotes 1 by John R. Barner from Funayurei |
Mon, 1 June 2015
Humans have been getting intoxicated, and finding new ways to get intoxicated, for thousands of years. On this episode, I explore the history of intoxication, and how that history played out in the life of one young woman. Subscribe (or write a review) in iTunes Links:In researching this topic, I relied on the following sources (in addition to Wikipedia): ‘Apparently Useless’: The Accidental Discovery of LSD Music:"The Dark Glow of the Mountains" by Chris Zabriskie "But Enough About Me, Bill Paxton" by Chris Zabriskie "Take off and Shoot a Zero" by Chris Zabriskie "Dance" by American Residue Records, from Last Foxtrot in Burbank "Black Book" by Ori, remixed by johnny_ripper "Time Stop" by American Residue Records, from Last Foxtrot in Burbank "Hikikomori" by John R. Barner from Hikikomori "Cylinder Seven" by Chris Zabriskie "Cylinder Three" by Chris Zabriskie "Cylinder Nine" by Chris Zabriskie |
Mon, 25 May 2015
I recently decided to ask a big question at a cocktail party. This episode is about asking the question, some of the answers I got, and how that question is shaping the stories I’m trying to tell in the second season of this show. Music:I Am Running Down the Long Hallway of Viewmont Elementary by Chris Zabriskie
Direct download: Standby_4_-_The_Question_Is_Ridiculous.mp3
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Mon, 11 May 2015
I’ve always loved telling the story of the first (and only) time I got punched in the face, and not because I won the fight. I lost, by a long shot. But it’s a story about standing up to one of the toughest scariest guys in my high school, and it made me feel like a hero. But the stories we tell about ourselves are rarely the whole story. This story changed for me when I decided to pick up a microphone and interview the guy I fought that day. The story I’d been sharing at parties for years was the story of a moment he has long wished he could forget. Subscribe (or write a review) in iTunes Music:The House Glows (with Almost No Help) by Chris Zabriskie
Direct download: Standby_Episode_3_-_Every_Other_Fight.mp3
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Sun, 26 April 2015
Sara thought she knew her son, but then a medical diagnosis left her questioning everything. This is the story of how she coped when the medical treatment turned him into a completely different child. Subscribe (or write a review) in iTunes Music:Mario Bava Sleeps in a Little Later Than He Expected by Chris Zabriskie
Direct download: Standby_Episode_2_-_Completely_Clueless_and_Completely_Paranoid.mp3
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Sun, 12 April 2015
Fewer and fewer people writes letters anymore, especially by hand. It’s a dying technology. But for this episode, I have a story from the 20th century about how a single, handwritten letter changed the course of a life. Subscribe (or write a review) in iTunes Music:CGI Snake by Chris Zabriskie |
Sun, 29 March 2015
Sarah’s parents got divorced when she was little. She and her siblings stayed with their mom, even though Sarah preferred her father’s company. She only saw her father for dinner once a week and stayed with him every other weekend. When she got to talk to him on the phone, her mother often stood nearby and listened. So when email entered their lives, Sarah finally had a mode of communication with their father that felt private. This is the story of how email affected their relationship, what kinds of communication it enabled, and what kinds of communication it shut down. Music:
The House Glows (with Almost No Help) I Am a Man who Will fight for Your Honor The Theatrical Poster for Poltergeist III |
Mon, 16 March 2015
Mohamed fell in love with air travel at a young age. He lived in Kuwait, but he would fly with his family back to Egypt at the end of every school year, so air travel was imbued with the pleasure of summer, vacation, family, and fun. Then he grew up and moved to the United States, and suddenly air travel was much more expensive, much more difficult. This is the story of how his relationship to flying changed. Download mp3(Mohamed) Links: Music: |
Mon, 2 March 2015
Kate Hopper had dreamed of a totally natural birth, with no drugs and no medical interventions. But when her baby was born two months early, Kate had to enter the unnatural world of the neonatal intensive care unit, where incubators, tubes, and monitors kept her daughter at a distance, and where Kate had to struggle to find her own identity as a mother. Links: Kate Hopper’s book about her experience: Ready for Air Kate Hopper’s website: Motherhood and Words Music: Imaginary Friend by johnny_ripper Tea Tea Tea by Chapelier Fou, remixed by johnny_ripper In a Dream by johnny_ripper Staircase with Felix Green by johnny_ripper Une Belle Fin by johnny_ripper A Song for Charlie Kaufman by johnny_ripper |
Mon, 16 February 2015
Tanya grew up in a home with only one approved hour of television a week. She had no music in her bedroom, no cellphone, and no computer access, unless her mother was watching over her shoulder. In Krystyna’s house, on the other hand, the TV was always on, and she could watch whatever she wanted, whenever she wanted. She now worries, as a single mother, that her children have too much access to screens, since she has very little time or energy to monitor their usage. The two women take turns telling their stories about fighting for technological freedom, or technological control, and trying to find some kind of balance. Music: Back to the Start by johnny_ripper from soundtrack for a film that doesn’t exist “Lille” by johnny_ripper from soundtrack for a film that doesn’t exist “Gaël” by johnny_ripper from l’esprit d’escalier A johnny_ripper remix of “Black Book” by Ori from Deximer A johnny_ripper remix of “Enough of Our Machines” by Son Lux from Deximer “A Void” by johnny_ripper from Epilogue |
Mon, 19 January 2015
Andria Williams met her husband Dave when they were in their first year of high school. They’ve been together now for almost two decades, but they’ve also spent a significant portion of that time living apart, conducting their relationship over a long distance. Over the course of those two decades, the technology of communication has also changed in a number of ways. Andria describes her struggle to adapt to those communication technologies, especially considering that she doesn’t even enjoy talking on the phone. Andria runs the Military Spouse Book Review, and she has a novel forthcoming from Random House. Scoring music in this episode came from Glass Boy. |
Sat, 3 January 2015
On this episode, my guest is Stephen Hackett, who publishes the website 512 Pixels and co-hosts the podcast Connected. We talk about what it’s like to put the life of someone you love, someone you would protect with your own life, in the hands of medical experts. Stephen has written a number of pieces on this topic over the years. These are my favorites: Stephen also runs a fundraiser for St. Jude Research Hospital every year. The hospital not only treats children like Josiah, it also shares all the research it does with doctors around the world, and it has a policy never to deny treatment to any child on the basis of race, religion, or an inability to pay. You can donate to the hospital here. |